Thoughts about attempting to concurrently be flexi-sexual and bible-believing
Monday, 23 April 2012
poem by a friend
a friend of mine shared with me a poem he had written, and i think it is awesome
I always knew it, but it seemed a phase. I felt a disgrace to the human race. A holy God could not accept me for the sin of homosexuality.
So I will perform a play to hide being gay. Minister to the world’s dismay.
Preaching a lie, while I secretly cry. Finding the girl beautiful but little connection. Going to university, with little direction.
Find a church that will suppress me and do everything to undress me. But see, I am still holding onto to a robe so there is a part I still do not show. I convince myself of a different desire, to maintain God’s holy fire.
I go to lectures and discover queer theology I say “its’ all lies!” and “I will never compromise!”
But it will never go away, I’ve been pushed so far. Till I sit and pray and my Father will say “Come as you are. It’s okay. It’s okay. It’s okay to be gay”